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She's Beautiful

Audrey
30th March 1984
Complicated
Extrovert
Crazy

If you think you know me,
read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and i'm lovin' it
I party till dawn, i shop till dusk
I'm the only witness,
and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

Beauty wishes

Go around the world
Heels
New HP
Lots & Lots of $$$MONEY$$$
Burberrys Bag

Other beauties

Weiloon
Henry
Jasmine
Raymond

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  • July 2011
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    Tuesday, August 16, 2011

    沉默玩具

    变成一个影
    隐藏了自己
    爱情困难呼吸
    我是沉默玩具
    执着对你无限期
    模糊我自己
    不愿升上白旗
    输了你的游戏
    你和他对街拥抱 我看到


    为什麽爱上你的人是我
    为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
    为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
    爱上你 需要那真情意
    收在日记里

    寂寞天天不休息
    让甜蜜全也忘记
    幸福不再美丽
    可是我会在意
    为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
    还是你 需要那真情意

    真爱你的人会难过
    为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
    还是你 需要那真情意
    收在日记里

    The Only One...

    Friday, August 12, 2011

    我们都傻

    我很傻!!!!!!!超级傻!!!!!!!对你来说我算什么?????在你闷的时后能让你玩的玩具吗????

    The Only One...

    Friday, August 05, 2011

    Missing You

    我想你!!!我知道我很天真。你只是在玩玩而已,可是我却把他当真。

    The Only One...

    Tuesday, July 26, 2011

    散场的拥抱

    I miss you and your 散场的拥抱....Maybe you had a little too much when we first met, maybe you dont remember, but you dedicated this to me:


    从你的眼角慢慢地明了
    我能做的很少
    原来你藏着伤但不想和我聊

    你选的电影像某种预告
    不坦白的主角
    最后流着眼泪坚持独自走掉

    散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
    但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
    你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
    爱才又像乐园又像监牢
    散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
    多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
    我知道你留着和他所有合照
    明明面前是答案却撕掉不要

    呵护地祈祷温柔地讨好
    爱能让人渺小
    苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃

    散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
    但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
    你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
    爱才又像乐园又像监牢
    散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
    多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
    我知道我们和你们不能比较
    但我的爱多强悍出乎你预料

    散场的拥抱我还在燃烧
    但你心里的浪潮拒绝让我看到
    你煎熬不肯定什么是最想要
    爱才又像乐园又像监牢
    散场的拥抱混乱的心跳
    多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好
    我知道太美的回忆像副手拷
    越是挣脱越缠绕我比你明了


    Although it means nothing to us neither does it describe our r/s but..... I know i should not be doing this. But i just cant help it. I cant control my feelings. I just miss you....

    The Only One...

    Tuesday, July 05, 2011

    Back

    It is damn damn damn long since i have posted something.....1 yr i guess....Do not have much work to do in office and to kill time, i blog...lol...



    I HAVE GRADUATED!!!! FINALLY!!!! Now, officially, i am a degree holder. lol.... I have yet to attend any convocation. I have yet to celebrate too. Frankly speaking, i am not sure when the ceremony is neither do i know when will i celebrate. I have not yet find a new job using my degree cert....lol...But i believe it will be soon...I hope...



    Life is still the same.. Up and down, good and bad.. People come and go - passerby. Ultimately, you are still yourself.



    Been fickle minded lately, alittle bit of something and everything and then nothing. Here and there and everywhere and then nowhere.



    Read a post in FB today. Its true. I have experienced it and is experiencing it, i guess. Some thoughts to ponder. And here it goes:

    While you scream at your girl, there's a man wishing he could whisper in her ear. While you humiliate, offend and insult her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how beautiful she is. While you hurt her, there's a man wishing he could take her pain away. While you make her cry, there's a man stealing smiles from her.



    Quite true, ain't it?

    The Only One...

    Thursday, June 24, 2010

    A Dream

    Since i woke up till now, i have been thinking about the dream i had when i was sleeping. No, its not a bad dream, not a nightmare. well, its something that will make u think "why will i have such dreams" yet make you smile at the same time.


    I dreamt about Eddy, Gabriel and Glen, my secondary school 学长 plus some other sec sch mates. all the 3 of them are older than me by a yr. i gotta know Eddy 2-3 weeks after i entered sec sch. he went after me but we never did got to get together.hmmm, actually i did not know he was after me too... gotta know Gabriel after that, went out few times in a group. haha...but we never really talk. Glen was just one of their friend. well u see, i like Gabriel during sec 1 or 2. cant really recall though. but we never got together. plus he doesnt know i like him. Ok, back to the dream...in the dream, i dreamt that Gabriel and I are together...hahahaha....And the dream goes like this. we were all in Beauty World Shopping center. him, me plus a few more others which i cant recall who. and there were many other monk'shillians around (my sec sch is monk's hill sec sch). funny......cant understand why are there so many monk'shillian in beauty world. haha... somehow, Gabriel and i quarrelled. for which the reason i cant recall. i walk away and intend to leave beauty world. when i walk out of beauty world, and turn back to look at it, i saw thick black smokes surrounding it and i look up and saw top half of beauty world is on fire and it is slowly spreading downwards. (......). Gabriel and the rest plus majority of monk'shillian are in the building. i stood there and cried and cried. i want to go in and find Gabriel but cant. just then, i saw Eddy and he too couldnt find them. i was so damn sad la. after that erm....i cant recall...then after that, Eddy and i attended some memorial or event. i searched for Gabriel everywhere but couldnt find him.we were like seated for quite sometime. i am still very sad and still crying and i remembered telling dont know Eddy or another person that why i am so sad is because just before the accident i quarrelled with Gabriel. after that, erm....i cant recall...then after that...i dont why i suddenly asked Eddy to try calling Gabriel. after that, erm...i cant recall then after that, Eddy and i were outside a building and i suddenly saw Glen walking towards us plus a few of their friends whom i thought were dead as they were trapped in Beauty World. i asked one of them where is Gabriel, and they told me and pointed out that Gabriel was on top. i looked up of the building and saw.................Gabriel!!! hahaha....after that i woke up liao.....how nice if i had this dream on a sat or sun. i can dream longer and see the outcome.


    Though this dream is a little unique, akward and surprised but its still good to have such dreams once in awhile. those 天真, puppy love kind of dream. those back to young days kind of dream. sec sch days was like about 10-14yrs ago..oh...im so old now....well havent seen Gabriel and Glen since they graduated. i think i did saw Gabriel 2 yrs after he graduated if i still remember. went to RV to find Edmund and saw Gabriel playing snooker with him. guess Gabriel and Glen have changed alot. well i dont know though. just guessing. saw/met up with Eddy few yrs back in dbl o. back then we still chat occasionally over the phone. now we seldom contact but once in awhile we still do chat in msn. im so gonna tell him about this dream when i see him in msn. hahahaha

    The Only One...

    Friday, June 04, 2010

    Bon Voyage TKW

    Hey...Please Take Care and Have a Safe Trip!!! Have Fun but Be Safe!!! :) Talk to u again in 1 weeks time. Hopefully...

    The Only One...

    Thursday, June 03, 2010

    Inspirational Story by Catherine Pulsifer

    Just read an insprational story by Catherine Pulsifer. So just share with everyone...


    The story below is a true story that happened in September.

    During the month of september, a dear friend of mine lost her husband suddenly in an accident. The tragedy was a shock to everyone. The accident was sudden and certainly unexpected. it drove home the realization that u just don't know when a loved one is no longer going to be with u.we sometimes take our love ones for granted, and we expect they will be with us forever. however, as we all know, life does not work that way and sometimes we get a wake up call that shokes us and makes us stand back and realise how short life is.

    in consoling her, i tried to imagine if i was in her shoes how would i feel. it was impossible to imagine what she was going through. what words do i say to help her?

    sometimes words just can not express our feelings. sometimes our actions are much more meaningful than words. A hug can sometimes express more than our words will ever express.sometimes, just being there to listen is more meaningful and helpful to people.


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    p/s: he just don't get it...

    The Only One...

    Monday, July 27, 2009

    dover again

    Till now, i still have not wrote the story i mentioned earlier on. am lazy to tell the story. anyway, i think i have fallen. fallen for someone whom i should have not. but it's all over now. me and him is over. it lasted for 3 weeks only. Those 3 weeks was wonderful, really wonderful =) but that was 3 weeks ago. and 3 weeks down the road, i'm still missing him. chatted with him in msn on sun for abt 10min or so. but it doesn't help.the sadness is still there.



    alot of my friends, some of them knew the both of us and some only know me, asked me not to be with him. he is still playful. anyway it is over...only memories are left. haiz....oh ya, he is another dover guy!!!



    went clubbing/pubbing almost every sat for the past 1 month or so (some was with him though). and went chilling out cum beer session like once or twice every weekdays. it has become an addiction.

    The Only One...

    Monday, June 29, 2009

    Monday Bluessss

    i am so boring and tired. abt 3hrs more to go b4 i finish work. zzzzz...past few weekends r club club club for me.met "A" for the past 3 weekends. haiz...duno wat to say la. he's oso 1 of those dover guys...thats all. chatting in msn nw....faster faster faster finish work can...

    The Only One...

    Monday, June 22, 2009

    another sat nite

    last sat went df wif lifen den went to a thai disco pub beside sabai find 'a' den went nana find hk. saw k at nana. saw his frenz too. suddenly thought of all the things tat he has done. feel like slappin him. haha...


    haiz..fri and yesterday quarrel wif 'a'. sianz man... fri quarrel cos he sms 7 times and call 2 times i nvr reply. i was sleepin at tat time. we were ok on sat. den sun quarrel cos i went out. 不讲了。


    result coming out soon. wish me luck. but i'm prepare to fail at least 1. sobz...

    The Only One...

    Wednesday, June 10, 2009

    Men are hard to please..

    Having lunch break now. saw this email my friend send me. so post it here just to share...quite true to certain extend la.

    Men Are Hard To Please
    The problems with GUYS:
    If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
    If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.

    If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
    If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
    If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
    If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.

    If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
    If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
    If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
    If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
    If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;
    If u do!! he says u are CHEAP.
    If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
    If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
    If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
    If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
    If u BREAK yourPROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
    If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
    If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
    If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
    If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK;
    If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
    If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
    If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!
    SO HARD TO PLEASE!!!!!
    If u send this to guys, they will swear that it's not true
    but if u don't they say u are selfish
    2 more days to fri. haiz...still cant decide. haha..thought of the name of that person for my story. i shall call him "intruder".
    p/s: why why why? is it fun?

    The Only One...

    Tuesday, June 09, 2009

    quiet tuesday

    Gd morning everyone...i'm in office. ***Yawn*** i'm so tired. feeling so tired and thirsty these few days. duno y also. how i wish i can jus spend 1 whole day sleepin. just 1 whole day will do. haiz..even on weekends, i also cannot rest and nua for the whole day. sure kana disturb de.


    Don't think i will write abt the story now. kinda lazy cos the story shd b quite long ba. chat in msn with ah soon last nite. wa..he like change alot. think we nvr chatted since 4yrs ago. he used to be those "diao er lang dang" kind of guy, playful guy. but now he seems like he has changed alot. keep up the gd work! haha..


    hmmm..was reading my email and saw 2 of my frenz forwarded me this email with this ad:

    i wonder how true it can be. thou the lappy looks cool but this ad seems fake to me lei. nevertheless i did not forward the email. juz wanna know how many ppl has already win this lappy. haha..

    p/s: what r u up to?

    The Only One...

    Monday, June 08, 2009

    back again

    The last post i blogged was Oct last yr. haha...long long time already. ok!!! since some asked me to start blogging again, i shall "chong chu jiang hu". promise to blog whenever i can or whenever i feel like speaking up.



    This week should be able to blog quite frequently. hopefully la... cos MD and manager not ard ma. so got some private time. tomorrow, 9/6/09 will be my 1 yr anniversary working in this company. haha, time passes so fast. can consider "old bird" le. hmmm...thought of changing blog skin. should i? when i haf the time will change the skin.



    exams finish abt 2 weeks ago.completed 1st yr. hopefully nothing happens den left 2 more yrs. haiz..think i will flung my law. kns de..so time to finish, 1 qn the passage so long already. then still muz read like few times. if u read juz 1 time, sure miss out what they gonna ask de. stoopid de... think will haf to resit la.



    meet kx for steamboat at bugis last fri. ate till 9, den hang out at bugis till ard 1045. we wanted go find yw in some pub but did not. lazy to go find him. went boiler last sat wif kx, w and hb. open 2 bots of martell. spend so much in 1 nite. haiz...asked him go, wish he was there. still.... "you yuan wu fen". regret not goin JP meet him last thur...



    haiz...time is running out soon...left few days to make decision. omg...wish i dun have to make decision. how? how? how? will blog abt a story, character consists of 1st: GF, 2nd: BF, 3rd: boy...



    for those who failed in things that they do, can listen to the song "no boundaries". listen to adam lambert's (american idol, runner up)version. i prefer adam lambert's version to kris allen's version. lyrics as follows:

    Seconds hours so many days
    You know what you want but how long can you wait
    Every moment last forever when you feel you've lost your way
    What if my chances are already gone
    Started believing that I could be wrong
    But you give me one good reason
    To fight and never walk away
    So here I am still holding on!
    Every step you climb another mountain
    Every breathe is harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    To get to that one thing
    So when you think the road is going nowhere
    Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
    They take it by the hand and show you that you can
    There're no boundaries
    There're no boundaries
    I fought until the limit to stand on the edge
    What if today is as good as it gets
    I don't know where the future's heading
    Nothing's gonna bring me down
    I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
    I've risked being saved but I always arise
    I always arise
    So here I am still holding on!
    Every step you climb another mountain
    Every breathe is harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    To get to that one thing
    So when you think the road is going nowhere
    Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
    They take it by thier hand and show you that you can
    You can go higherYou can go deeper
    There are no boundaries
    Above and beneath you
    B-reak every rule coz there's nothing between youand your dreams
    Every step you climb another mountain
    Every breathe is harder to believe
    Yeah~
    There're no boundaries
    There're no boundaries
    With very step you climb another mountain
    Every breathe is harder to believe
    You'll make it through the pain
    Weather the hurricanes
    There're no boundariesThere're no boundaries
    There're no boundaries


    ***p/s: i miss him***

    The Only One...

    Monday, October 20, 2008

    found

    hmmm...recently, this past 2 mths or so, got back in contact wif 2 of my exs. nick and daniel. was wif nick during end of sec 2 for a few mths den broke up. but patch back in sec 3 begining of march n together for few mths till june den broke up again. he was 18 den, diff sch. he studied in queenstown sec, failed his n lvl n went 2 the den jurong ite. and as for daniel, we are of the same age.i was wif him in end of sec 3 ard dec like tat for like few mths den we broke up. when we were together,he was suspended fr sch for duno 2 weeks or 1 mth (4get le) for duno wat reason. found them back in friendster. friendster is amazing can. haha... nick is single.dan is single for 2 yrs but nt yet divorce, gt a daughter.......i dun haf any contact wif them for a very long time le.but nw contact back le n r frenz, quite happy la.





    went siloso beach resort in sentosa n stayed for 3 days 2 nites for my company trip. hotel ok la. took the couple suit, gt double story de, roof top got private jacuzzi.went wif dear.

    The Only One...

    Tuesday, September 02, 2008

    u

    last nite ask him a qns. was so damn paiseh. response was not wat i wan but well at least i know from now, wat shd i do. can stop day dreaming n my "tian zhen" thinkin. who knows mayb his ans was a blessing in disguise. haahaa!!! ok, so from now on, i can safely come out from my fairy tale le.since my 1st goal/dream is out, nw i work towards my another goal, my dream - travel round the world. boy, duno hw long muz i take 2 save tat much man. but...yup... i'm 1/4 there. jia you!!! ppl may think im sad. hmmm, still ok la. nt sad but disappointed. but its ok. actually, thou i hope my fairy tale will continue, but luckily, i did nt "xian ru tai shen". i long ago start 2 slowly "kan kai" le.




    sometimes i cant believe he's such a guy. all i can say is, well....his fren n even his fren family is more impt den me, den my family. i guess tis is the blessing ba. at least i gotta c his other image nw.i did 2 much 4 him this few yrs. n ya the andy lau concert...........................simply did 2 much 4 him le

    The Only One...

    Wednesday, August 20, 2008

    200802 - 200808

    6 years ago, on this very day, my heart melted, my soul flown away, my body went numb and my kness went weak. It was one of the happiest and memorable day in my life - 200802.
    A day, which till now, is till remember vividly.



    I never realised time passes by so fast. realised it when i was writing the invoice number 200808

    The Only One...

    Wednesday, July 23, 2008

    personality animal village

    audrey
    30/03/1984




    You are Purple Tiger, who is always cheerful and active.

    You are well-liked by every one.

    You give an impression of a girl with pure heart.

    You are kind and generous to everyone around you.

    You are rather optimistic, but may experience unsettlement by physical effect.

    You are good at taking care of the others and can be friend with anybody.

    Your relationship tends to be associating closely with small number of people, and that number increases eventually.

    The way you express things may be too flashy and exaggerated.

    You tend to have too self-conscious side.

    But you are a hard working person who act and move in your own pace surely and consistently.

    Your observation and ways of thinking is calm and objective.

    You don't get influenced by emotions and atmosphere.

    You are calculative enough to measure the distance between yourself and the other person.

    You also possess your own ideal world, and trying to accomplish it too hastily may lead to misunderstandings.

    Nevertheless, the way you pursue your potentiality gives a favorable impression to others.

    Once married, you will show great motherly feelings.

    You will create a living style that takes in account your personal interests.




    My colleague gave me this webby. No harm Trying.
    http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

    The Only One...

    Monday, June 23, 2008

    new stuff

    haiz...juz start new job nt long, spend so much money le.sobzzzzzzzz...bought a new lappy(dearie share half), a new LCD tv (dearie share half). house under renovation. dad bought a new wardrobe for me.hee.feel like discarding my HiFi n buy a ipod nano speaker.went 2 courts to see. but, wa!!!! cost $300plus lor.no choice gotta KIV 1st.will put up the pics when everything is intact.



    juz change a hp last dec,nokia n95. but....feel like changing again. cant blame me, cos the HPs i've been eyein are all so damn chiosssss can..but no money buy. erm....*hint hint* dearie.




    Here are the list of HPs i've been eyeing:

    Samsung Instinct




    Samsung F490




    Samsung F700


















    The Only One...

    Thursday, June 12, 2008

    new job

    5 mths nvr blog le wor...well these 5 mths celebrated v day, my birthday, last day in ex co ~ AIA, etc. today is my 4th day in my new co, RDV. its very near my hse. so far still not bad. ppl here very friendly. quite a young working environment. job wise very diff from my previous job. nvm slowly learn la.


    very tiring these few days cos renovating my hse. alot things 2 pack. haiz... bought a new LG Scarlet LCD tv 2 put in my room when the renovation is done. cost $2300.me and dearie each came out half for the new tv. bought a new wardrobe 2. think it cost abt $1100 plus. looking forward 2 having these new things in the hse.heehee

    The Only One...

    Thursday, January 17, 2008

    interview

    juz rch home after my interview wif CPG Corporation... think gone case le la... think can also forget abt it le. shd b bad news or no news le.was so scary can... 3 person interviewing me in the room lor. this company so established n well known, sure want the best employee de. was shivering n felt so stiff wen interviewing lor.haiz....


    may, from the recruitment company called back 2 ask hw was the interview. very gd service fr her. mayb cos she's eddy's colleague, den i'm his fren. hee...but anyway very gd service fr her la. she will help me call back the company n inform me. b4 the interview she oso highly recommend me 2 the HR ppl. but final decision still lies with the company itself.


    wanted 2 tel him de, wanted 2 share wif him de,cos i was like so scared den duno who 2 talk 2.but he wun haf time 4 me de la. he always tel me he very busy. so suan le ba....


    so suay lor...2day interview den tis morning start 2 cough. i juz cured last week fr flu n cough, 2day start again. throat so itchy. scared interview tat time keep coughing. cos i was coughing the whole morning in office.when i talk my throat will become more itchy.lucky throughout the half hr or so interview, i nvr cough. hee

    The Only One...

    Friday, December 21, 2007

    Fortune 2008

    Me and dear's fortune for 2008... Sounds like a bad yr for me...n mayb a bad yr for him 2...but hope things will turn out well for both of us.






    General

    Many people may have the misconception that when the year has the same animal sign as you are, most likely your luck is going to be worse than usual. This is not the case for you this year. This year is going to be filled with good news and opportunities. This is a great time for you to transform your dreams into reality - to pursue the dream job, the dream position, the dream salary, the dream business etc. Do not feel that your dreams are out of reach as you will get the support, meet the right people and find the appropriate resources that can bring you to your goal. Keep your heart and mind open. Remember that no matter how good the stars align for you, you still have to do your part in order to reap the best out of it. On the other hand, there will be more disputes, arguments, betrayals and misunderstandings than usual in this year. Try to be humble, keep yourself calm and objective at all times. Things will turn out well. Avoid being too stressed out. Watch out for being hospitalized and having surgery and being involved in accidents.



    Career
    Promotions, pay rises and more power is in store. If you have plans that you would like to implement, this is the time to do so. You will get the support from authority figures and relevant people. If you have been thinking of starting a business, this is also a good time to do so. On the career front, there will be more disputes and arguments and many may not be able to see eye to eye with you or may not be able to understand the way you handle situations. Remember to be more patient with others. Try to spend some more time in explaining and convincing rather then bulldozing your way through.



    Wealth
    It is very good for both your main sources and side sources of wealth.



    Relationship
    For those who are attached or married, there are more tensions in relationships this year. The frequency of disputes, cold wars or misunderstandings is higher than usual. Keep the communication channels open and be more patient with each other despite the high levels of stress that you may be going through. For those who are single, the chances of meeting the right person or falling in love in this year is rather slim. Your abrupt behavior or unpredictable temper could push away your suitors. Try to stabilize your temper and observe yourself through a third party's eyes.



    Health
    While you are busy reaping the best out of this year, remember to have adequate rest. There is a high tendency of having illnesses such as the flu and other illnesses that are related to anxiety such as headaches and gastric problems. There are also signs of being hospitalized and involved in accidents.



    People

    There are a lot of arguments, betrayals and misunderstandings this year. Avoid getting into head- on conflicts with others. If you feel that someone is testing your patience or trying to antagonize you, show the person how gracious you are by being patient and smiling it off.



    Action
    Place a Howlite and Smokey Quartz Cluster near you. It can be on your office table or in your bedroom.




    General

    There is both good and bad news for those born in the year of the Dog. The bad news is that there is much instability this year. Your plans may seem to be smooth sailing but will suddenly hit a rock. You tend to be accident-prone this year and may have cuts and bruises. There are also signs of surgery. The good news is that you are given a special waiver card this year to wave off your troubles. In another words, no matter what crisis, challenges or obstacles you face this year, it will turn out well. The only thing you must remember is to keep your cool in the face of trouble. The solution will come to you before you know it. If you have elders at home, do take note of their health and safety.






    Career
    This is an average year in terms of career. The only concern is that you always need to make contingency plans for whatever you are doing. The reason is that the challenges usually will strike fast and when least expected. Though the problems will resolve themselves, do keep your cool in the meantime so as not to aggravate it.






    Wealth
    This is an unstable year for wealth. Sometimes you may find that you are earning a lot, but you may also realize that you have spent more than you should. It is important to watch your expenses.






    Relationship
    If you are attached or married, your relationship is stable. If you are single, there is still a chance for you to meet someone especially in the early part of the year. If there are some suitable candidates, do consider seriously whether you will like it to develop into a relationship. Do not take too long to think because the opportunity will not wait for anyone.






    Health
    You are accident-prone this year. You tend to have cuts and there are signs of bleeding. There are also signs that you might go through surgery. Please be extra careful in terms of your safety, especially if you are handling sharp objects or operating heavy machinery. If you have elders at home, please take extra care of their health and safety.






    People
    You do not need to pay much attention to this area in this year.






    Action
    Put a metallic gourd in your health sector. Put a metallic Pagoda in your wealth area. Carry the jade Pixiu with you.

    The Only One...

    Sunday, December 16, 2007

    christmas wishlist

    wow...it's been 3 months since i last blog.getting lazier and lazier.well everyday, life's been the same. nth interesting. same old boring life like the past yr.so nth 2 write abt.

    christmas is coming... haaa... duno where will i be? mayb hm? everyday is so unpredictable. i can only look forward to that few hrs ahead. hw pathetic...

    prepared my christmas wishlist...

    LV/Gucci/Burberry wallet or bag, Nintendo DS lite in pink, either a vaio laptop in pink or an Apple laptop in white. DKNY watch. Polo Ralph polo Tee (big logo de), Sony Cybershot (cant decide T200 or T20 etc cos all so nice), A new Hp ( but i getting it myself soon haa..) It's till here nw. still in process of thinking. haa...

    Any rich guy or gal wana buy gif me???

    The Only One...

    Saturday, September 22, 2007

    my frenz

    was browsing thru my friendster yesterday, saw alot of ppl tat i know, tat i used 2 know, tat was once closed 2 me, either got married, or haf kidz. jack, whom was once the guy i luv, is a daddy nw. freddy, was wif him during my end of sec 4 days, got married last nov. saw his wedding photo shot, was very nice. zj, was with him for a week, my 1st bf in ite is a daddy 2 a baby boy. 1 of my yr 2 ite female classmate oso getting married. the rest, either sec or ite frenz, some haf got married too and became daddy and mummy. kidz haf grown up, some 3,4 yrs old le. haa... suddenly i feel so old. wonder when will b my turn. but i guess i think 2 much lah. who knows maybe i'm juz fated 2 b single in tis life. sometimes my mind will betray me. it will lead me into those marriage wonderland, those fantacies,and i hate having all these.juz dun understand y do i keep thinking when i jolly well know its not gonna happen.hw do i stop thinking? well maybe i wun get married this lifetime, dun understand wats it like 2 haf my own family, but i do hope tat those who once appear in my life, 4 eg my exs, frenz, classmates, schoolmates...juz wish them all the best in their future, hope everything will go smoothly in their life and everything will turn out well 2.

    The Only One...

    Thursday, July 05, 2007

    just 4 luff

    Just for laughs..





    Anne Chang (Mandarin)- Dirty
    Anne Chin (Mandarin) - Keep quiet
    Faye Chen (Mandarin) - Dusty
    Monica Cheng (Hokkien) - Touching your ocks



    Lucy Leow (Hokkien) - You are dead
    Jane Tan (Mandarin) - Frying eggs
    Suzie Leow (Hokkien) - Lost till death
    Henry Mah (Mandarin) - Hate your mum
    Corrine Tai (Hokkien) - Poor fellow
    Paul Chan (Mandarin) - Bankrupt



    Nelson Tan (Mandarin) - Bird laying eggs
    Leslie Tong (Mandarin) - Rubbish bin
    Carmen Teng (Hokkien) - Leg hair long
    Connie Mah (Mandarin) - Call your mother
    Danny See (Hokkien) - Squeeze you to death

    Rosie Teng (Hokkien) - Screws and nails
    Pete Tsai (Hokkien) - Nose droppings
    Macy Koh (Cantonese) - Never die before
    Michael Tan (Cantonese) - sell chicken eggs

    The Only One...

    Tuesday, June 26, 2007

    aspect of life

    There was a one hour interview on CNBC with Warren Buffet, the second Richest man who has donated $31 billion to charity.


    Here are some very Interesting aspects of his life:



    1. He bought his first share at age 11 and he now regrets that he started too late!

    2. He bought a small farm at age 14 with savings from delivering newspapers.

    3. He still lives in the same small 3-bedroom house in mid-town Omaha, that he bought after he got married 50 years ago. He says that he has everything he needs in that house. His house does not have a wall or a fence.

    4. He drives his own car everywhere and does not have a driver or security people around him.

    5. He never travels by private jet, although he owns the world's largest private jet company.

    6. His company, Berkshire Hathaway, owns 63 companies. He writes only one letter each year to the CEOs of these companies, giving them goals for the year. He never holds meetings or calls them on a regular basis. He has given his CEO's only two rules.
    Rule number 1: do not lose any of your share holder's money.
    Rule number 2: Do not forget rule number 1.

    7. He does not socialize with the high society crowd. His past time after he gets home is to make himself some pop corn and watch Television.

    8. Bill Gates, the world's richest man met him for the first time only 5 years ago. Bill Gates did not think he had anything in common with Warren Buffet. So he had scheduled his meeting only for half hour. But when Gates met him, the meeting lasted for ten hours and Bill Gates became a devotee of Warren Buffet.

    9. Warren Buffet does not carry a cell phone, nor has a computer on his desk.



    His advice to young people:


    "Stay away from credit cards and invest in yourself and Remember:

    A. Money doesn't create man but it is the man who created money.

    B. Live your life as simple as you are.

    C. Don't do what others say, just listen them, but do what you feel good.

    D. Don't go on brand name; just wear those things in which u feel comfortable.

    E. Don't waste your money on unnecessary things; just spend on them who really in need rather.

    F. After all it's your life then why give chance to others to rule our life."

    The Only One...

    Monday, June 11, 2007

    Identify if you are right or left brain person

    Identify if you are left or right brain person

    First, identify yourself as right or left brainperson:




    1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.Look at your hands. If you see


    Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
    Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brian



    2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you areangry)
    Right arm above left arm ---> left brain


    Left arm above right arm ---> right brain



    Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:



    Right-Left==========Considerate, traditional, indirect typecan instinctly read other's emotion, and respondfriendly by natures. Although not very intotaking intiatives in moving forward, but this personwill always take a step back in supportingothers. Stable personality and considerate, giveothers a being protected feeling. But theweakness is they cannot say no; regardless howunwilling they are, they will take care of others.



    Right-Right===========Loves challenges typeStraightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, willtake action right away. Very curious, andlove challenges. Dare to face dangers withoutthinking through (sometimes foolishly). Theirweakness is they dont listen to others, will filterin only what whey want to hear in aconversation, and very subjective. However, becauseof their straightforward attitude, they tendto be fairly popular.



    Left-Left=========Dedicated, cold, perfectionistVery logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat(or win over) him/her is through reasons. Hasa lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doingthe right thing. If they are your friends, theyare very trustworthy. However, if they are youropponets, they will be very tough to deal with.Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist,they usually leave a bad impression of beinghard to deal with when first met.



    Left-Right==========Likes to take care of others, leader typeHas a cool and keen observation ability to seethrough situations, yet still can be considerate inothers needs. Because of their cool and calm nature,and strong sense of responsibility, they tendto become head of a group. Popular among people.However, they may not be able to help themselvesin meddling because they want to take care of otherstoo much. Very concerned about how othersview them, and always on alert.

    The Only One...

    Thursday, June 07, 2007

    a fuck up day

    havin headache....i m so sick n tired!!! not even a single peaceful day. everything...yes EVERYTHING i do is wrong. FUCK!!! he happy, my joke is a joke 2 me, he not happy my joke can turn 2 sth he will shout at. but if he say the same joke 2 me, i happy or not happy, i muz oso take it as a joke. fuck...m i an animal or sth? i'm like a living dead. emotions bein control.i m soooooooooooooooooooo tired

    The Only One...


    who would be there

    work's getting busier and busier. ppl are starting to throw work ard.some days are gd but some days juz sux.but when i haf probs at work, who can i turn 2? like there's no 1 4 me 2 turn 2,to complain 2 nor to rely on. i may seem attached 2 my frenz, to ppl ard me. but in a lover's eye, sometimes i feel so alone. sometimes i juz feel tat he is only wif me physically. sometimes i feel like talkin 2 him, sharing wif him my probs but... its still within me.haa....i cant rem the last time we held, hug and haf a long luvin talk/chat.i juz wana feel loved,feel wanted...


    this song is nice:


    if i were blue,
    would you be there for me
    and whisper in my ear that's pkay
    would you stand by me
    let me hold you tight
    and say you love me one more time.


    if i feel good,
    would you slow dance with me
    and touch my lips with tender love and care
    would you die for me,
    would you run with me
    and never look back


    would you be there to love,
    to be with me
    would you swear that your love is always true
    would you say that you would always be the one
    to take my breath away
    would you be there to love,
    to be with me.


    would you swear that your love is always true
    would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away
    would you be there


    if i were away,
    would you still think of me
    and wish that you could hold me now
    would you die for me
    would you run with me
    all the way


    would you be there to love,
    to be with me
    would you swear that your love is always true
    would you say that you'll always be the one
    to take my breath away


    would you be there to save my soul tonight
    would you swear that your love is always true
    would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away


    would you be there for me?



    yeah....who wld be there for me???

    The Only One...

    Saturday, May 26, 2007

    juz another week

    finish another week of work. finally its weekend again. back then i use 2 like weekdays more den weekends ever since i started working, i like weekends more den weekdays. well, did nth much during this whole week. mon-fri work, mon we went bought some food 2 stack up at hm,return n rent new disc den went hm watch vcd.tues he came fetch me after work, we went return the vcd den went for dinner den back 2 his hm.wed nite acc dearie watch his soccer match liverpool vs ac milan. thurs we both shack out cos nite b4 nvr slp. therefore we both stayed hm after work on thurs.and the lazy him fell slp b4 me.yesterday which is fri,we went ktv till 1am, and again he slept b4 me at 2plus am. he's at work now, ending ard 7.duno where and wat we'll do later.and tmr he got standby at changi naval base for the open hse. shd i go or not? after his standby most prob meetin him go his hm koonz. next fri holi....woooo...lookin 4ward 2 it. feel like goin JB.but lets c again ba

    The Only One...

    Saturday, May 19, 2007

    Genting trip 130507-150507

    just came back fr genting. my 3 days holiday has ended in a blink of an eye. haiz.....so sadz!!! now i'm kind of missing there.maybe not really miss there but miss having holidays.while i'm at genting,everything is so relax and carefree.i can wake n slp anytime i like.dun need 2 be afraid of being late or having not enuf slp.no need 2 b stressed over work or study. haiz...y are happy times over so fast??? when will be my next holiday???


    On bus to Genting

    Me and the bed

    In the room

    Kenny Rogers

    First World Hotel

    Buskin Robin Ice Cream

    While waiting for ice cream

    Dearie enjoying the ice cream

    Indoor Ferris Wheel

    Us in the Hotel Room

    On the way to Casino

    Our free Breakfast Buffet

    Slacking in Starbucks

    Us in Starbucks

    Our messy Hotel room table

    Wakie Wakie

    Dearie wif my PSP

    My headless new bf

    Dearie's gay partner

    Dinosaurs

    Dearie on the boat ride

    Me on the boat ride

    Dearie on the bridge

    By the stairs

    In the outdoor Ferris Wheel

    Our Hotel

    Down the escalator

    Going into the Haunted house

    Our Lunch at "Hou Mei" restaurant

    Genting's K Box

    Outdoor Tix

    My new Blinking Heart T-Shirt from Genting

    In the Lift, on the way to the movies

    Dearie enjoying his buffet lunch

    Me enjoying the buffet lunch

    Dearie on the top

    Me on the top

    Genting walkway

    The Only One...